Time for some of that Joy

Spring is almost here, the air is very cold but you can feel it.

I have moonflowers, morning glories, cosmos, zinnias and black-eyed susan seeds to plant. Just looking at the seed packets makes my heart jump. The days are getting longer.

My reinflation process is hitting the big time (o pun intended). The doctor is rather conservative and keeps asking me how big I want my boobs to be. I try not to answer but I am looking forward to wearing some of those little summer dresses.

We went to the health club today, my friend and I, and the good news is I can't possibly get any weaker!!!

I struggle with living here. I want to live anywhere but here. I don't know if I will have the heart to leave when the time comes. I have that little dream of a house in the woods, on a cul-de-sac or lightly travelled road. A place where I can let the cats out to play and be cats instead of bored adored prisoners.

I can't even get sparrows to come to my bird feeder here. It's too polluted on this corner. With spring comes hope. I'm squirrelling money away like mad. My job is my lifeline to my dream.