As IF!!!

I asked if I could go get Moonbeam back. I left her with my exboyfriend who didn't make payments on the jeep I signed for (yeah, dumb, dumb...I DID say it was my Year of Bad Decisions didn't I?)....well I went and repo'd my own jeep which meant Mike certainly was going to feel wronged. Which meant no chance of seeing Moonie again. This is moonie:


What is it with people? That the things that they don't like are somehow morally wrong, and the things that make them feel good are somehow morally right? What's up with that nonlogic? Or is that just White Trash Nation speaking?

So anyway I write this carefully crafted email to Mike's daughter Amy. She responds by saying I left my CAT with a man so that I could somehow reestablish contact with him -- much in the way a woman might leave something behind after a night of pleasure in hopes of more -- hence the title of this blog.

Uh..no.

I really didn't want to leave him alone. I really didn't want to traumatize my Moonkitten by moving her again. She's a run-and-hide kitty, and it always took her months to get over any kind of major change. I didn't want to do it again to her but I'm not sure she's safe or happy or loved where she is.

Please God let them let me come and get my Moonie back